French Pol 1976 distant and mellow mellow wine, fishes wrapped wrapped, half-day and you still stay in the mouth, floating in front of the nose.
Me, a feeling of walking through the world in this busy woman has always been pay attention to their own feelings, would never wronged himself. Even if the quality of life allows me to reduce the demands, then the quality of life and emotional attachment is how I would not give way to.
like to attack a black , elegant and glamorous, has a smooth face often seems like laugh laugh Yen Yung, neither warm nor cold, always stand tall as if looking at the location of all beings. friends see you as purity. In fact, a good book says, the more women were cold, her heart would definitely be hot. just do not know who the source of light that fire. the years I know life can not precipitate publicity can not be high few songs together, to close rather than the realm of intimacy is not born with, and it is far too many lessons of life, let me mature.
like the idea of marriage is suddenly in the early morning from the day. I opened my eyes had never been seen, before dawn. windows did not shut, the curtains were high-rise on the morning breeze gently roll up the corner, wipe the wall pay to pay, issued as the faint sound of sighs. Zhanggang Yi turned around and looked at the side of that face, Also in his sleep ghost of a smile from time to time boyfriend, not consciously thought of getting married that a flood of heart.
ball was my first love after a memorable chase my boyfriend for three years, he that accompanied me through the most gray day after falling out of love, even in the days I want to give up on themselves, he always stood so far from the street any street bar where I could wait for me there. In his words, you always have tired of the day, the total time you want to come to a halt, then I'm your best to rely on.
moved, we still lost their own, still so sad night attack on his own, I do not wave a woman can bear a man, and I want to talk about love that will harm him. he did not know my first love has long been deep-seated deep bone marrow, then the so-called erosion in the brilliant my life, the love that part of the situation will not easily disappear from the heart, only reinforces the stigma of that situation, who told me there is only one word dictionary: obsession. With the loss of that love, I just like walking corpses. that smile off someone once described ; Vacant because from the beginning I thought he was hiding, so I would not be very heavy pressure. However, non-wave frenzied media attention that will be sunrise, he said, even the stones have hope that bloom, I do not believe you I can not be moved to love me, say I'm not a bad man.
ball really not bad man, meter eighty in the head, a pair of bright eyes, a pair of sunny smile, wide wide shoulders, long legs, with asked him directly, the world is women so much, why should I hang this tree. He said, women the world so much, only that the tree has the desire to hang him. and he also guessing that, you see only us to be called 亮丽风景线 two trees together.
Although these words can not avoid the suspicion of a boast, but in fact Actually, I'm lying, I'm the head with a meter Sixth Five-Year he was exactly, but he looks burly not heavy, I look tall, but very delicate, against the background of his burly also particularly charming. and that this is not the main wave, the most critical is that one of my black people around him have always endless imagination, it is not elegant temperament who can learn it here. prevaricate a little wave, adding that a pair is not your big eyes convey a single Phoenix is always an enigmatic wavefront, so that people involuntarily indulged, was involved.
Since not discouraged, then let it go, I only care if they live their own life-like self-flagellation. online, reading, working, and will attack it as sad as the sea me, will often go to a regular bar, so full-bodied red wine slowly into the mouth, so sad stretch of resolve in the wine. like the full-bodied red wine that taste, such circumstances often want to achieve a very regular comfortable realm: the first micro-halo, body slightly shaking, feet Vibrato. and then walked into the dark night, driving back to their own dwelling in a small temporary home, take off your shoes directly to myself in the quilt, do not Articles do not allow to sleep through the night, this is my own method has been a comfort.
often that day, I could see wave in the far corner of the eyes watching me, but I pretended not to see, he did not come to that. just so later after we had contact with before he told me that every time I stumbled home to see his heart pain pain, then he wanted to wanted to put my take good care of football in his arms. He always said wait until the fog lifted Yunkai day, and I believe sincerely that blog, metal and stone of truth.
want to drink that grasp, believe it will enter into the I see the good qualities of this has been silent woman in the dark lighting, the look steadily to only like staring at a cup of dark red liquid, is a profound eyes, the light against the background of the bar showing a pro-like , with the wave of the words is a fox-like eyes, that pro unconsciously hooked wire through the man, but either no one can take my eyes from that hole in the back.
raised his glass , secretly sigh, who knows this elegant demeanor was that I lost my first love, need to understand before? that love me and I, the man dropped the words This social protest, and also can not fight. Forgive me get out of the parents said the family and social status hierarchy. Since I can not fight that I had to flee his country, you take good care of He loved the country to have a very tough battle we stepped on the foot of the love affair, and went straight out of my sight, let my tears often flow.
how do I know my son had a hard chasing the city's elite ? how do I know I will like the ugly duckling like to cling to power and wealth from? and all the facts proved in the eyes of the woman I am a small place and a large family, he can not compare, I have had a fall into the trap of that love in escape. which also had a loss through also back, but he vowed that from the arm, so that the sight glass and I completed a perfect arc, so dark red liquid slowly into the mouth, swallowing the bitter into the belly, is not there a saying, ; Well, my stupid woman is in knowing that he is not worthy of my love again, not worth the extra headaches I had this feeling dejected, feeling ah who can dominate? heart to think about who can not control? After all, in our phase Love the years, we have a lot of good, but he did not stand the resistance of family desertion only. who called me it is really an ugly duckling. So often people deliberately to imitate your practice just want to seem some more noble heart, the desire is still a stupid stupid.
love, pain, cry, hurt, tired, but still with no regrets, this is a fatal injury . Bobo said, chance to save my balls. until the day he received that letter, I was completely collapsed.
It was a hot noon, that very sharp at noon as a large stone, what struck me chest, and my chest has been in recent years from the time the meat into a glass, bang bang was bruised when. an ocean-going e-mail without a whisper in my desk, quietly like witches general to I both want and fear to see.
unit when I was standing in the yard, was very dazzling sunshine, carrying a light feel that I have not had the weight of the pressure down, I knew there must be happening today . Sure enough, that represents my favorite color has a blue envelope lying on it in front of me. carefully and disturbed to find a few people go to the remote library, carefully looked at the crooked oblique oblique letter combinations, quite a while to see this letter from the United States:
married, the girl is the daughter of a diplomat, parents say this is the perfect match. forgive me? I will always wish you ......one finally came the day the fog lifted, so come, in such an afternoon, it uses sharp spines and sharp knife scars I have re-opened cocoon and let out a gurgled with blood. It will sting My heart strike a scale injury, the wound is not, but thin thick never difficult to heal. so cruel as I proclaimed the true end of all this, knowing the result is pain, or so I curled up in the library corner, which led the administrator that I have any problems, but fortunately, carefully asked want to go to the hospital. how can he know my problems did not even go to the hospital which is also Dr. Gao Mingde no matter how bad treatment, in this life but also not good, more terrible than the pain of cancer will always be lurking in my mind.
stepping on the footsteps of floating, trance all the way to even forgot to leave of absence to direct it back home who has a very warm, then home boundless as the previous movies like the whole wide range flashed in front of the walls, such as pressure to tide me and asked me to breathe. can not come in this house meditation, trance once again out of the house, know that today I need anesthesia, and Anesthesia is the best place to go to the bar, that shelter me a lot of pain and I spent many years accompanying the bar will always be waiting for me.
still in the heart of a brewing under the general atmosphere such as fermentation , it is necessary to red wine, poured into the mouth 一杯接一杯 land, where there is elegance and grace. elegance and grace I need to do? What do I need lady like? also what noble? such a small place for him I'm a woman has been very careful study and learning with the thought that one day there will be an ugly duckling into a swan or a story, not just for that I love another man. Who would have thought a piece of paper now declared all my dreams shattered, What else could I think? Oh, I love the wind so every now and then, my dear, not me by your side? Did not you say that you love me? you do not mean our love will be through afford the test? You can not say that I can support play for love of a clear sky you?
not control the tears from my face drops down the pale, and often the bartender pour me aghast looked at my usual quiet woman often wear black, perhaps in his strange little gaffe how I will be very different today had it. Anyway, that day I have no control of any matter is, and just know I need to indulge , intoxicated and never return, so go drink.
waiting for me in the dimly lit bar in the usual manner of a fierce anti-drink, do not know Bobo has not urgent. because he comes across my desk When I'm gone, but I do not know who to turn to where he knew there must be an urgent matter happened, or not at my temper to leave jobs quietly. dedicated people not only in emotional but also in work on is so. In a few places I can not find my frequented, the wave that I can only go to a place that bar. So in the interest pervaded the music of ambiguous in Such is Life by his love of wine I have been grinning in front, and a night that face, eyes peering and did not focus, do not say a word, nor pay any attention to anyone, just know red wine, a cup of access glass, quietly, such as Persian, but exude the atmosphere such as death-like horror.
Bobo said, do not worry, you only put yourself in the immersion toward that immense sadness go, let my heart then twitching, love and affection of the heart so that I could not help near you, Qinger let me love you, let me protect you well ? love, why put yourself tied to a tree, it is not I advise wave it? looked up to see the sunshine boy what is wrong? He knows I love people and know I have the scars , but still a light in that place waiting for my return, still make me look with sympathy and affection surrounded, so I stick to what, but also hesitant what?
I want to go home. owned, has long been elated, and so for three years to finally stand by my mouth jade gold open today, with wave after the words The reserved, but anyway he would like to thank it, and let him finally no longer helpless in the window of my house, the street side, I can close access to the very girl that he loved.
people how to get out of I love the people do not belong to me, and he loves the situation of people not love him, not the unloved wave Yibiaorencai, as far as I know, there is a very avant-garde flat girl has favored him, but he is unmoved, just as I am crazy, this man is so into this vicious circle. We also came in this way, so who knows hidden buried.
From that day on I no longer so sad that they have the chance, try to let the ball came into my life, so that wave all my life full, any information about him is I'm all covered up, that letter together with those recorded in previous I love to be under the day I hid in a pile of discarded debris, piled up in bed to a static sight as the de facto status of the heart. Since I indulge in and the gentle wave of the village, thinking that they really forget the past.
wave until the day cleaning up for me in the room, found that those sorts of things, look at the inadvertently discovered by me, I actually flew into a rage in front of his screaming, did not completely the good old days grace, ball big wide open eyes looking at me like that do not know, the injured eye, I saw the ball clear to see that strange look when I can I was fascinated by the devil minded, do not know if his lips did stab the love of my sentence wave:
me, you even think about changing the 1 He can not figure out what is wrong in the end, I do not understand how this is you, but one thing he knows, and that is I have not forgotten that person, that person is a person can not touch the forbidden zone. For this, a full wave listless for several days, he said, came to see me, still just as if nothing had happened to her and I talk with, who carefully avoided the TV drama events, we all know the minefields to avoid this sensitive topic. But the thing is, such as fish bone stuck in the same heart, I know I hurt Bobo, who is hurt can I do?
this time I offered to marry, a natural wave music from ear to ear, he said, and I most wish is to his life only a distance in the past the girl in his arms, and now I actually reached, God still loves me. So he often wound us deeply when the hurried marriage, said that the fruits of victory should firmly grasp. while I have hesitated on this issue with, is unwilling to running a drag of that marriage certificate, but also to persuade Bobo said, people have is yours, and you wonder what, we do not quite OK? this time, Bobo began setting fixed gaze, and then the sun do not smile at me like sent away these topics, so that wave in my eyes look me shake it, then find out the focus and often let the matter rest. This time, I will often wave the clear eyes will see a trace of flash depression, but only fleeting, never staying very long.
if, should there be If, there is no if, only in the case of things without aura according to the original track continued, continued to play to people's joys and sorrows, but this time we act as a protagonist, playing the audience did not want to see a failure of a movie.
since that morning I suddenly want to get married and told the wave, I suddenly woke up to see the ball, and jumped Lao Gao, holding all of a sudden I jumped up from the bed. I'm so happy. travel time, that place when I actually blurted out: the United States. And the sound of the ring, the situation of the cut face overflowing.
then red when the exit, I was aware I slip of the tongue, and his face suddenly pale and up, the heart It started hiding the naughty little corner of it. I looked at the wave timid, afraid of his discovery, but fortunately, the whole ball immersed in joy, I totally did not take into account the time of awkward, blindly plan our bright future. looking at the ball that Zhanggang Yi's face, the memory of the gate is opened wide, but also such a scenario, but also so warm to me and when he Song of concentration, we have discussed our marriage, also plans to have a better tomorrow, but .... what year past and present, hopes were, the story changed version, the hostess still, while the actor is that he sticks out.
where, entranced. The man was? is not headed to the U.S. see him? , and by my gas to go. vain I gave up the idea of calling him back, in fact, I am not the man I think, is I did not concentrate on treatment of wave is the one I love to live up to the wave, I do not know stood in front of the existing love Why do not enjoy, rather than guarding it hard to go can not see the love of heaven and earth, man this is how?
interrupted my thoughts, then came the microphone is out of the house to know how committed I am wrong, panic rushed to A & E gave all, looking at sleeping in a wave I know, my heart is so sore. something you can not wave, not to say that good We want to get married? You can not go wrong, blame my fault, my fault gas you. Bobo's mother asked me anxiously, Yeah you tell me how child is it? something, ah, I am willing to use their own life to change your life.
Fortunately, the life of a large wave, by the just some injury, scarred looking down is not very important thing. wave that I'm useless, did not even see that oncoming truck, I thought his head would be worse than the truck, huh, huh! still giggle.
and you will be trouble, and we'll get married, OK? all my fault, often make you sad never to happen, when I see you lying in bed would not talk, I in fact already aware I connected together with you, forgive my wayward ball and stubborn, never to such a, mind, and should be worth it! which refused to come out, but fortunately I have a car accident ball really understand who I love. in his sleep, I know who I need, thank you my love wave.
next step is a busy days to prepare the day of our Elixir of Love. In fact, according to my mind did not want to do is, as long as people still care about it with the form? but Bobo said, the parents of a son to me, ah, Qinger you are unwilling to banquet to, and that new houses always arranged it, relatives and friends always notice it, always wanted to make a marriage according to it, we have to consider the emotional bit old. think about is, the parents raised us is not easy, can not be selfish and Zhigu own feelings and also ignore the meaning of their earnest, not to mention out of line did not go there. But I declare I am just a player, wave a promise down, busy with their own. In this way the idea is let me have a period of time their own space, and when and after the wave together, never a part of my space, I do not give yourself a blank.
monotonous life is always happy and very quickly the past, not that upset All of the phone coming, the wedding will be held as scheduled, I will ease my bride, groom wave will be happy. But that all changed all bird calls.
It was a lazy day off bored, past I would be lying in bed reading a book, do not rush to get up immediately for work, especially in winter, then lying is reading is really pleasant thing. the bell in the ears so abruptly, it is the hate that scraping manic sound, but still receive the.
deep-seated, all that is forgotten is that all awakened by the sound. him? how is he?
; Qing Er, I would like to see you? still that often go to the cafe, I'll wait for you to have something to say to you. was just looking at the microphone with the suspect is not true. how he returned, not that he wanted to get married? not say that he should listen to the arrangements for the family to live a happy life? how's going?
good Qijia difficult to forget, after all, turn a hundred thousand in my back or hesitation came the familiar coffee shop. since he left, I never been here, fear and pain of that touches the soul. familiar smiling waiter led I came to live with the window seat that often. He has been sitting there, driving fog cloud is a swallow, there is no glorious past, tales of a melancholy temperament, but it seems more mature.
; here? ride, or a cup of Blue Mountain coffee? hand off his brow depression. people really do not live up to expectations, knowing how their ridiculous that such a move, then the idea or practice and contrary to the.
spit greeting phrase, asked where a thousand words, just want to ask you all right?
The more I fear, I do not love her, but I have to marry her, I love you can not close, I fled back to just want to ask you willing to go to America with me? anxious to reveal the reasons for return.
and I love blending, and her parents just to complete the wish, but you are my favorite, you and I together in the United States, OK? I spit in his words would not say, ridiculous! I Qinger to do when people got to the point where his mistress? Is my grace and graciousness? Ha, really valuable, not to say that I am a small local people? Do you only with mistress?
really love you, you should know, I could not help doing it, you are sensible people are not? cried begged him to take me, where I am willing to follow him casually, I would like to follow the ends of the earth, then I loved him, but do not go to his mistress, but to love and follow him, Now, he even used this reason to tarnish the love we have, not help, I rage, what you think I am.
music sounded, it is the ball to me kept ringing, he said it will hear the ring reminds me of the intimate love him.
? I hurry to find you, tell me where are you? I accidentally put the lost, but also often awakened from sleep itself, and then do not touch me, followed me tightly in his arms, afraid that I like to fly.
quickly occupied the rain and fog my eyes, this love the wave of my ah, that is my true home, and I did this for selfish man in front is still a loss and hesitation, I'm damned!
I Han in China, a coffee shop on the road, you'll pick me. fiance came to pick me to introduce you to meet. if the weight of all dissolved, keep to the clouds finally opened.
man, look at his melancholy face, I also hurt, but I know I will not torture yourself for him, and sincerely say to him, believe will pay off. I will not forget you will always see you as a friend, bless you bless me! The ball no matter where, do not see where it is, ah, look at all the guests turned around sold-out to see me, really a sad sack! but I feel full of joy swell the chest, cheerful smile, looking at the rush comes embrace me into the arms of the wave.
when he will go I do not care, just ball my eyes smile like the sun goes, I know I will be willing to do from this wave The bride, but also the first to do today, go back to one thing, those under the bed to clear out debris.
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