The single beds Double room full of gratitude to my life

 I am a married man, but now I is me. I found one person living alone, really need a lot of courage. a person's life is very easy to produce, such as autism, depression, anorexia, including suicide psychosis many psychological problems.
this times after returning home, the first thing I bought a pot for their own tall bamboo on the Japanese on the balcony, then a green, gave me cool, but also gave me tough.
day, I insist on getting up early Running in the morning writing, noon to buy food, cooking, afternoon meeting with friends, reading the evening Kandie, going to bed early, to adhere to a normal schedule. alone a long time, I began very fond of such living conditions.
In fact, a person from birth to death, in essence, is a human being, such as the Buddhist speaks of Whether this person is living in what state, it is the toward the crowd. This can only exist with others, to feed back their own existence, survival is not from their own inner strength. Some people would like a little inner hard core, the lack of scalability and tolerance; And some people like inner sea, able to accommodate many of the disasters in life, but also other people in life do not feel smell the aroma.
when you and your loved ones or friends, we should also respect them single . In the past when dealing with people's feelings and ignore things, only in the single time in order to perceive and appreciate them carefully, for those beautiful things, but will know how valuable they are.
day since I got married, my husband and I has been the heart are recognition; appreciate each other; be grateful for each other needs of life, not just because we are husband and wife. though often he is not me, but I can feel his breath and his voice his smile, he was at my side, I is not alone.
even from now on, I live alone, I can live very well. I experienced many things, waves, and hell, brocade-like, rough, like bowls, bizarre, dark visions. I have some to understand: Life is like wine, some people who drink wine; some people who drink; some people is to make wine drinking, and drink themselves. before I had been drink , also was drunk, and now I feel one with the wine to achieve integration of the state, married or single it just looks to me, and my heart it too far separated.